First Christmas Without My Babies

Having to split the time I spend with my babies during the holidays is so hard. It's frustrating. I sat at home and cried last night, but that's the price you pay when you have child with someone you aren't married to. They will be with their dad, his new girlfriend, and her babies on Christmas morning, and I'll wake up without being able to see their smiling faces while they open their gifts. I planned to make a big breakfast and have them help me bake cookies. They'll be with me on Saturday, but it's just not the same.
On a more positive note, I guess I should look at it as though they will have two Christmas'. My ultimate goal is to make sure that they are happy, so please pray that I am able to step outside of myself and see it for the awesomeness that it is. They will be excited! I guess I shouldn't focus on the day, but on their joy...

Does any of you have to rotate holidays with your babies? How do you feel about it?

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